Before This

before this
i was small
but hard
and unaffected -
i was fight
and round and fetal.
but i spill i spill
now i spill.
and i don't know what you'll say
to such
a me.
What you'll do.
it's careless
as uncontrolled yet difficult
as birth.
i'd do it in another room
but i don't have one of my own.

oct 1, 08