blood blisters

under my skin
the blood runs a thin
network undercover.
and betrayed by a lover
whos never known a sin
whos made his mission
to slay wat i suffer.
but trustblu eyes blacker
from blows dissapointmint
and bruise the outside in.
weilding some salvashun altogether
the destruction of my effort
and the smile i smiled in his so often
lays shivering in a velvet coffin.
i explode
i explode
in delicate blossoms-
blood blisters-
trappd tears, so disguised,
decorate my eyes
and bleed for my unsung sahara of fears.
1-30-05